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ok, so this probably isnt the type of thing you put on the internet but im at my wits end, i cant take it anymore for the past 3 weeks, i have had EXTREAM pain in my urethra. it feels a lot like a uti exept that i feel it all the time, not kust when i go to the bathroom. i went to the doctors and got tested for a uti, but the results came back negative. the doctor told me to try a yeast infection medicine, but i knew that wasnt what i had, i dont have the symptoms. i dont feel any itch, only a severe stinging/burning. a few odd symptoms are that it comes periodically at the same times of the day. if i drink a whole bunch, and really have to

im very upset because i dont beleive i will ever be able to become an manga writer. there is a story in my head and my number one wish is to share it with the world and for every one to love it. but i cant thnk of a single american manga writer. even if i moved to japan and somehow managed to grasp the language i dont think i would be acepted because i am an american and the japanese are very protctive of there culture, they are the # 1 or # 2 country in the world for least amount of imagrants because they are so protective. i jst dont think it is posible. if any one has any sudjestions, reasurances, or anything to say it would be greatly app